2021. 1. 22. 11:35ㆍPersonal Thoughts
Just one last screw for old times’ sake, before you go and settle down with somebody else?
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I’m sorry. This is my fault.
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Oh, my god. This is it! This is the dick-sand. I’m falling into your dick-sand right now.
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I’m so obsessed with the idea of being in love, that I just, it’s like... I completely lose myself. Like, I forget what I want and I just disappear. I’m like the horse in The Neverending Story.
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Josh. I want to be alone. I know that I’ve said that a lot. But, for the first time in my life, I really, really truly mean it.
Where to?
Home. I'm going home.
Woman! I don't know where the fuck you live.
One moment, when you're not tied up in the relationship with anyone: a parent, a pet, a sibling, a friend. One moment, when you stand on your own. REALLY, TRULY SINGLE.
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It is very important that before I become somebody's someone, I am whole by myself. I'm staying away from people who treat me too casually, even if I've fallen in love like crazy with someone. I don't want to risk my life on a careless relationship. I will find a way to live on my own and choose the people around me. Not only dating ㅡ independence from parents is important. Being independent from friends is also important; mental independence from other people I know will make me a more mature person.
These days I'm trying to keep my distance from others. For example: I deliberately don't call my parents. My mom is often upset by this, but maybe this is good for her too. Boundaries in relationships sometimes make those relationships more precious.
How to be single is just be yourself.
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